Genesis Roebke

Thursday, July 21, 2011

I have fallen for my dads best friend?

I have fallen for this guy. We have been completely honest with each other. He won't hang out with me because he doesn't want to be disloyal to my father. If it was just the two of us then everything would be fine. There is an 17 year age gap. He has recently told me that he will not come further into my life because he would feel that he was constantly doing something wrong. And that he felt inappropriate. I should be mad and resentful towards him at a time such as this. But I started falling in love with him, and he continues to talk to me. Making my feelings feel validated each day. Because he doesn't want us to stop talking. I know that it would cost the friendship between him and my dad. When he told me that he wasn't going to be able to see me, it was like my heart was put in a blender and left on ice crush. I know he feels the same about me, but why would he walk away if I made him happy. If I could put his mind at ease, and am only thing missing in his life. Why suppress the emotion. I just don't get it. I have never had somebody hurt me so bad and still continue to be nice to them, and still want them to come into my life, where we can be free with each other. Perhaps I am a fool. I talked to all of my friends and family, and nobody thought it was a big deal. I am 23 and have a right to my own privacy. And if we make each other happy, why can't we be together? Right now, we both have a perpetual heart ache because we are not in each others arms, and have lost each other. I cannot live like this, and I just want him to come into my life where I can cherish him.

When is it okay to move in with him . .?

So this may sound super crazy ; I am 17 and i am a very determined / independent female - I have big dreams and plan on going to PACE or NYU in the city to pursue my goal of becoming a forensic technician ; I am ambitious but im also the 1st kid going off too college wl parents Pr / colombia ... they have no experience and no financial support to help me nor credit to get good loans otther than PLUS loan . I have some scholarships and am workingg on getting others, im only a junior. But my bf of 10 months who i see my self with for a long time has brought about an idea . hE WILL BE living on his own soon , with a job he got through college he has a 4.0 and full ride in college so he can save up but hes offered for me to live with him and not pay rent which i was shocked at and said i would want to pay rent and get a job cause i dont like feeling like nothing . . . but anyways should i think about this if we last thru my senior yr ? he already lives in the city ... WHY OR WHY NOT <3 AND YES i love him , but i dont want to write too much cause i know most will not read it haa ! --thank you .

Is there something wrong with me?

Maybe you arent outgoing enough. Encourage your guy-friends who you are, and show them that you are interested in them. And no, theres nothing wrong with you.

Did the rest of the world not get our memo?

Deviant homosexual american swine are all castrated cowards! russia will soon strike and it will be swift and total crushing of capitalist pig dogs! glory to mother russia!

I'm scared of getting my first kiss, any advice?

Don't be so desperate it will happen when it will happen. And you don't have to kiss a girl to learn how to do it. It just comes naturally!

Would you rather be saved by Superman or meet Winnie the Pooh?

Wouldn't mind holding on to Superman while flying in the sky. Imagine if he liked me and we made out up in the sky near the moon when the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie thaaaat's amore LOL

Is it time for me to come to realization that going to a top tier university is not in my future?

You're right, you might not get into those schools but in the end when you look for a job they will only see a degree and won't care where it was from

What can I do about my aggression from all the religious propaganda and religious intolerance at school?

You poor thing, just try and relax, and don't take what they say on board, just let it come in one ear and out the other. Water off a duck's back. If you really can't take it then i suggest you go to a psychologist or something of the sort. Just remember you don't listen to anyone but yourself

What came out of him? i have no idea what it was!?

okay so me and my boyfriend were fooling around and he told me he had to pee before we had sex but i didn't care! so as we were fooling around he pulled his dick out and there was a clear liquid at the top of his dick and on his shorts. but he swears it wasn't sperm! what the hell could it have been ?

POLL : 90's kids, do you remember these great memories?

I remember most of these things, especially the original Pokemon. Pokemon is my favorite memory from the 90s. Reading all these memories from the 90s made me feel really happy remembering being a kid.

Why is Disney releasing Winnie the Pooh at the same time as Harry Potter?

They're not targeting the same demographics/age group as Harry Potter. Pooh bear is for children/preschoolers, HP is for tweens and up. They're also not competing with Harry. Disney will still make $$ with Pooh bear. The budget for the film is nowhere near Harry Potter, Pooh only has to make tens of million & Harry has to make hundred of millions of $$.

Am i a complete failure?

I feel your pain bro. I suck at everything that can make me popular (but I am in all honors) I tried BMX and skating. Then I started airsoft and running and ever since then I've felt better. If you draw good, you do have talent and you are good at something. :)

Oh, Just kiss me you fool! Question?

When you guys are with each other or get close up, smile and then look down at his lips and then make eye contact again. That's always the biggest hint. Good luck!

Can you correct this text please?

Nelson Mandela was born on 18th of april in 1918 in a small village called Mvezo, Transke’s capital. His real name is Rolihlahla Dalibhunga, which means ‘’troublemaker’’. Nelson Mandela was a member of Xhose tribe and his father was the leader of it. Nelson Mandela’s mother was the third wife of Mandela’s father. When Nelson Mandela was 5 he became a sheepherd; because for his tribe the livestock was very important. In these years he learned to hit the birds with a sling, to pick up fruits and to fight with a tick. When he was 22 years he escaped with his cousin Justice because he wanted to avoid a planned out marriage. He took shelter in Johannesburg city, and attended a college in Healdtown. His teacher gave him the name Nelson, because he thought that the south african’s names were too tribal and too complicated to pronounce. Maybe Mandela’s name was inspired to the admiral Lord Nelson. In 1942 he founded the National Congress Youth League but in 1956 he was arrested and he risked the death penality but at the end he was acquited. In 1961 he became the leader of the ANC because he wanted to fight against the apartheid, however a year later he was captured. During this imprisonment Mandela wrote his biography. Mandela was offered a proposal: he would have been free if he had abandoned the armed struggle, but he refused this proposal and he stayed in prison for other 5 years. His release was in 1990, it was made possible by the south african president De Klerk. In 1993 Mandela and De Klerk received the Nobel Peace Prize. After his imprisonment Nelson became the president of the ANC and the president of South Africa from 1994 to 1999. In the past Mandela was criticized because he had to come into contact with Geddafi and Fidel Castro. Mandela has been married 3 times, his first marriage was with Evelyn Ntoko Mase, the second marriage was with Winnie Madikizela and when he was 80 he married Machel. He received many honorary titles, for example the ‘’l’Order of St. John” from Elisabeth Queen and the “Presidential Medal of Freedom” from George Bush. In 2004 he wanted to retire from the public life and to pass the rest of his life with his family. Four years later, a big concert was unwinded in London to celebrate Mandela’s 90 years and to remember his struggle for fight against the racism.

What university should i apply for engineering?

You can try applying to all of them, but we don't know any of your credentials of whether you would be able to be accepted into any of them. NYU isn't known for engineering, so that would probably be the easiest out of those to get into for engineering, but all of them are incredibly difficult to get into.

What colleges could I get into?

I know it may be a little early to think about college, but I'm just curious. I want to become a doctor. I will be a junior this coming fall. I had a 3.6 gpa freshman year, a 3.8 gpa sophomore year, and am planning to get a 3.9-4.0 gpa junior year.I speak fluent Greek and have many extra curriculars, including sports and instruments. I got a 710 on the SAT II: Chemistry. Assuming I do pretty well on my SATs and ACTs, what colleges do I have a good chance of getting into? I was considering NYU, Tufts, and John Hopkins. And I'm considering applying to one or two Ivy Leagues just for the heck of it (like Brown, Dartmouth, Penn State, Harvard, Yale, etc.) Any suggestions? All answers are appreciated :-)

Which Name Sounds the Best?

That is so pathetic that your associating the name of your child with your wealth and social status. You must be some seriously unclassy people. and if ur so wealthy why are you writing this on yahoo answers? Can't you get Professional input from a baby name expert?!